My religion

so i been feeling down throughout the weeks and some serious stuff happen to me this weekend whats made me a bit sad, but after a great time at church and in the company of friends, i picked myself up, there kindness there smiles and wonderfulness i felt at ease. SANTUARY!!! :D

well anyway i have did some thinking and i can say about what i have learned about religion and God is Kindness.

some words got to me today and i mean really, even though the conversation was on women, but when Alan scott got up and said "god welcomes everyone and outcasts, there are no outcasts in Gods kingdom everyone is welcomed" it wasnt said excactly like that but you get the picture this really gave me a sense of security.

anywho

back to the point why i am writing this blog and it is , what is my religion?

My religion is kindness :D yes thats how i see myself in religion:)

time i come to reality, only time i feel good is church and helping others, is this my curse always being caring who knows :)

KINDNESS

Can guide interaction you have with others, can guide your life work, give meaning to you life ( i feel it everyday), what you eat and even your love life and social life,

Kindness can guide in eveything, all else will melt away if we let go and only have love for each other and one another. ( i try my best)

maybe i should let people be kind to me and help me instead of me just fighting with my struggles and he;ping others ( even commit myself to someone i cant get of my mine), who knows maybe its about time i accept the hand of help from another or the hand of love :)

SO ANYWAY Religion:

Golden rule "treat others as you`d want to be treated"

when we react to others with anger or meanness or even feel that way towards ourselves, you are putting yourself in a bad mindset and feel horrible for a hour, this hour can kill you, yes kill you maybe not physically, but spiritually. ( well thats how i feel it does)

when this happens i feel empty, abandoned a void that needs filling, i have found religion and God is the hand ready to grasp mines to forgive all and fix/comfort my worries, to make me feel at one again to restore my body mind and very soul.

a friend sent this to me that made my mood at ease it really is beautiful....

"When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust him fully and let go, only one or two things will happen, either he`ll catch you when you fall, or he`ll teach how to fly"

to me this tells me one thing no matter what happens in life he will always be there for you no matter what , i feel better knowing this, i really am starting to feel religion is the answer, i know i have only being going for two weeks now , but i have never felt this way or happier in my life.

as promised every week i will put up at least one blog :)

i leave this blog saying one last thing

"Wherever there is a human being there is a opportunity for kindness"

Hopefully i have to kindess to repay God next week and put my hand in the air and commit to God fully..

Thanks for reading

i know know my problems will come back soon but least for now i am at ease.